The aches and pains I feel in my body have been rough lately. I feel like it’s karma to me for some reason besides the fact that I’ve been taking my meds at various times.
It’s been three months since he told me he no longer cared for me and I can’t help but feel melancholy.
This is how it’s supposed to be. I still haven’t come to full terms with it because my heart is still heavy but I want to punch something at the same time. I want him to feel my frustration. I want him to know that I still care.
I’m not hanging on, I’m just upset at why we couldn’t work through it. I can’t not think about it.
It is what it is. Agh.